Thursday, December 22, 2011
'New Moon'
Hurm, aku risau gila mlm nih... 'L' mesti tunggu aku msj dye.. Dah 2 hari aku x msj dye coz phone buat hal.. Aku happy gila coz dpt msj ngan die hari2.. Lau tgk inbox phone aku, mst pnuh dgn nama dye.. Hahahaha... Btw, hope u r fine there my teddy bear...dah dekat sebulan aku kenal ngan 'L'.. best jgak lah dpt kenal dye.. huhuhuhu.... Hurm, hari nih dari pagi smpi mlm aku kat campus... penat sungguh... bsok last day class.... Skrg makin enjoy slpas peristiwa lpas.. Aku makin boleh buat hal aku sendiri.. hahaha!! Sometimes, aku terpk jgak pasal ex2 aku dulu.. Bila aku tgk balik wajah2 hantu2 itu, aku rasa nak balas dendam jea ngan dorg bgtu jgak yg dah main2kan aku... Aku nk dorg rasa mcm mana aku rasa...
Monday, December 19, 2011
Tiada Jodoh Antara Kita....
Aku akui, and memang aku admit sgt2 yang memang aku suka sgt2 kat 'E' sehinggakan aku sanggup korbankan masa aku untuk dia tapi mungkin aku terlebih luangkan masa bersama dia sama spt aku dgn 'F' dulu... Tapi aku telah mengalami peristiwa yang sama... Sejarah lama berulang kembali... Aku xnk bertepuk sebelah tangan. Betul kata Johan, aku tak belajar drpd kesilapan aku semasa bersama 'F' dulu... Mungkin tiada jodoh antara kita... Mungkin lpas nih aku akan lebih menyendiri drpd bersama dia.... I have to change, aku tak nak sedih2 lagi. Kesedihan itu hanya akan lebih menyakitkan aku... Walau kau tidak perlukan aku, aku tetap mendoakan kebahagiaan kau. Tapi hanya satu yang ku pinta, izinkan aku menyintaimu dari jauh. Hakikatnya hati kecil aku ini masih menyinta, namun aku hanya simpan saja perasaanku. Menahan derita dalam rindu. Izinkan ku menyintaimu dari jauh dan melihat kau dari jauh... Walaupun pekenalan kita berlaku dlm masa yang singkat...
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Kesilapanmu, Keegoanku....
Hurm, aku maybe tersilap langkah dgn merajuk dan mencerca they'olls dlm FB. tapi dorg x pk langsung pasal org lain. Kita dah plan nak lunch sama2 tapi dorg spoilkan coz xnk kene matahari n panas sgt.. Tapi aku rasa serba salah jgak coz merajuk x bertempat maybe keegoan aku yang terlebih.. Tapi mereka pun ada salah jgak... But, its ok.. Mybe biarlah aku yang mengalah coz aku malas nak bertekak lama2. Lagipun aku dah anggap Johan mcm abg aku sendiri and x koserrr nak diam lebih2...
Yang Tersayang...'E'
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Egoistic.....
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Bayangan Cinta 'F'....
Menangis Lagi.....
Aku terluka
Ku sangka tak mungkin terjadi sekali lagi
Dulu kau kata
Tak mungkin aku kan kecewa
Hatiku akan kau jaga
Pernah ku sangka
Inilah cinta yang terindah dalam sejarah
Apakan daya aku yang menanti pelangi
Mengharap engkau yang pasti
Dan aku menangis lagi
Kecewa untuk kesekian kalinya
Dan kisah cinta yg luar biasa
Habis kau ragut semua
Kejam dirimu
Kejam dirimu
Aku kecewa pedih
Tak mungkin dapat kau faham sakitnya
Kata-katamu lah punca segala
Cinta kita kau persenda
Pergi kau pergi
Tinggalkan aku menangis lagi
Apakan daya
Aku si bodoh yang percaya kata-katamu
Puas didepan mata
Terbukti engkau lah pendusta
Bagimu hatiku tiada makna
Aku menangis lagi
Kecewa untuk kesekian kalinya
Dan kisah cinta yg luar biasa
Habis kau ragut semua
Apalagi perlu ku rasa
Aku terluka
Aku kecewa..oh pedihnya
Tak mungkin dapat kau faham sakitnya
Kata-katamu lah punca segala
Cinta kita kau persendakan
Pergi kau pergi
Tinggalkan aku
Biar aku sendiri
Luka aku terus meratapi
Luka-luka kecewa
Dan aku tahu ku tahu (Hatinya)
Dalam hatiku takkan bisa merubah segala-gala
Aku menangis
Aku kecewa lagi untuk kesekian kalinya
Dan cinta yg luar biasa
Habis kau ragut semua
Apalagi perlu ku rasa
Aku terluka, aku kecewa
Tak mungkin kau kan faham sakitnya
Kerna kau lah punca segala
Cinta suci kau persia
Pergi pergi tinggalkan aku
Biar aku menangis lag
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Tentang Perasaanku.....
aku takkan lelah menunggu
hingga waktu ajal menjemputku
takkan pernah sesalku untuk menunggumu
aku harus tetap menunggu
hingga nanti aku berbaring
sampai mati aku akan tetap menunggumu
ingin ku gapai bulan dan ku petik bintang
ingin ku bagikan semua hanya untukmu
agar kau tahu besarnya cintaku kepada dirimu
ku ingin kau tahu tentang perasaanku
ku ingin kau tahu besar cinta padamu
ingin ku berikan sisa waktuku
dan sisa hidupku sampai mati
aku harus tetap menunggu
hingga nanti aku berbaring
sampai mati aku akan tetap
akan tetap menunggumu
ingin ku gapai bulan dan ku petik bintang
ingin ku bagikan semua hanya untukmu
agar kau tahu besarnya cintaku kepada dirimu
Friday, October 14, 2011
Boy Shingleee
Aku lebih rela begini ...
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Mimpi Semalam...
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Selamat Tinggal 'F'
Sungai Tuang, Melaka
We arrived at D 'Nelayan Beach Resort, Padang Kamunting, Malacca at 12 o’clock. Our arrival was greeted with very helpful and with open arms by the resort staffs. We are instructed to put our luggage and take the lunch that already served.The food are very appetizing lunch, our menu is white rice, chicken sambal , shrimp paste and mixed vegetables. We all ate with a hearty appetite until we lick our own fingers. After lunch, our tour coordinator has distributed us into three and four people to enter our rooms. As I expected, our room faced the sea and had a beautiful scenery, suitable for couples which is in love. In my opinion, our rooms equipped with all amenities like air conditioning, television, comfortable beds and water heater and the room is neat and orderly. Facilities at the resort is also good as there is WiFi, swimming pool, and a large dining hall. We were given time up to 2pm for rest and change clothes.
All trip participants gathered at the dining hall and our tour coordinators gave a littlebriefing about the turtle conservation center which we will visit later. Turtle conservationcenter is located near our resort. Tour bus had to be placed in the street because theentrance is very narrow and not fit for heavy vehicles, in addition, it also lies in the interior and we had to walk 800 meters to get there. Arriving there, we were briefed on the history of the place and that there are turtles there. Actually, I was struck by God's creation of this animal because it is so unique. From the information I’ve gained, Melakais an important nesting ground for hawksbill turtles as well as painted terrapins on the west coast of Peninsula Malaysia. This state has the largest nesting population of hawksbill turtles in Peninsula Malaysia, with an averange of 200 too 300 nests recorded annually over the past decade. The hawksbill turtle is regarded as one of the most beautiful turtle species due to the golden brown hue and pattern of its shell.
We return to the resort after that. When we arrived there, we saw that menu for hi tea are already served. After that, we were given about 10 minutes to put our thingsin the room and changing our attire for beach activity. We were divided into three group and each group had 12 members. There goes, Red, Blue and Yellow Team. The First activity is we were asked to do a sand castle based on the shape of sea creatures with our own activity. The red and green team did a mermaid shape but my group did a starfish shape and we decorate it with our own idea. This activity are so meaningful because to build a sand castle, we have to cooperate with our team members and we have to show our teamwork towards them. We were given about 15 minutes time to built it and it is really hard because the waves can destroy our sand castles. Finally we’ve got a useful idea that is to built a wall to avoid the waves. Finally all of us manage to build the sandcastle. After that activity, we’re ride a banana boat and each person cost rm 10. That is my new experience because i never ride a banana boat before and it is really interesting.
The rainbow aloha night were began after that and we begun with crossing the limbo rock so that we can enter the party. After we crossed the stick, they will give us the flowers. After that, the activity was continued with game called 'Crocodile &biawak'. This game is really testing the patience of us all and we should focus, because if the wrong call and show the wrong direction, we could die and are required to sit in the middle of the circle. After the game ends, we are required to gather in groups that have been set in the afternoon. We need to show that according to our own creativity.Finally, Diyana and I sing a song named My Heart by Irwansyah and AchaSeptriasa. My other team members accompanied the presentation and the most attractiveis AmiraEllinawith dance with our senior, Shafiq as we sing. After that, the other group continued the show. After the perfomance finished, the winner of Prom King and Prom Queen was announced. The winner of prom king and prom queen is Raff Rahim and Haneem Mustafa. The prizes was given by MrAfandi and MrTajul, the lecturer who following us.
After the ceremony, we were free to do anything we like. Actually Azmi, our tour coordinator had set up a camp fire for us but suddenly its raining. We were so dissapointed because that activity have been cancelled. After we having our supper, we sat at the hall and started a conversation with our friends until midnight. We were busy talking until we forgot about the time. We go back to our room around 1 o’clock in the morning